Sunday, 26 June 2011

my letter to Tish.....

I Still Love You,
There is no one to blame but myself for all the things that got you  angry and made you push me away
I know it’s been  tough
but I want you to know this 
This person  still loves you.

Of all the girls I have ever felt love for you are the most unique.
If only for your astonishing abundance of sense of humor 
And  your  still  existence in my heart!

It’s not fair for I know what I tried to do wasn't right,
That I  wanted to  suck up all the love and care you built in many years
But be  rest assured though, that unlike the John Waters inspired “trashy-chic”  the love I have for you is genuine.
Much like the crematorium on Falls Road that fills the late night with the scent of Life  ,
You’re odd in a purely un-ironic way.
And that’s why I love you!

Yes, I admit it’s true; that I've been a Jerk
known to have  describe you as the  unfamiliar.
But do not take this as an insult.
please but as cries of help by an unwanted frustrated lover!

It’s your open heart that I find so attractive. So young
You’re special, With a Mother's heart!
It's great being able to know you and
Look through into each others' troubles .
I can't  even deal with the ever present warmth you always showed 
having to sit down and talk my problems with you.

However, I have to admit letting you go was never my option and it's still isn't.
I know you thought I dropped everything to rest, but believe me my heart promised itself never to let you out!
It has locked you up as a prisoner serving a life sentence  and no any other person can unlock that.
I like you a lot more than you imagine
You are the Rock that makes me Roll

I just wish we never met
What I’m saying is, it’s not you , it’s me!
Am afraid of becoming an obstacle for your love life!
But there again meeting you was a landmark to my life..
And I will always put a star at that point!
Sorry for the trouble that I put you and your heart through!
God knows that I'd do anything for a part 2.
I'll be praying for the day you come back to me, saying that you love  me!

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